Sanity is relative….

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One Bad Decision

The decision was made,

the deed was done…

too late to undo it, and nowhere to run..

The feel of cold steel, and the sound of that click

Regret fills the emptiness between where she and I sit

Embarrassment and shame, we hung our heads down

wondering “how can we redeem ourselves now?”

Without excuses, we accept our fault

and hope that will help us get out of this vault.

Weeks will pass full of anxiety

until we are certain what our fate will be.

One thing is certain, I am already sure

No more decisions this bad, for me, OR for her….



Inhale slowly, take the pain away,

a swallow, briskly, helps you face the day.

Red-rimmed eyes, pale, white face,

smile on your lips, you’re in a happy place.

Afternoon approaches, and with it will come tears,

unless you can find that last 5 bucks…

just a few more beers.

Evening wears thin, and you can barely move,

the baby crying in the den, but you are too confused.

Inhaled once too many times, your bottle nearly empty

and you can’t think over all that racket, isn’t it a pity?

Polish off the bottle, and stagger to the baby.

You can’t take the noise, the screaming driving you crazy.

Trip over your own feet as you hold the baby high,

walk with him to the stairs, slurring to him, “don’t you cry”.

He needs to go to bed now, but you can’t see through the blur,

head over heels, now you can hear “How on Earth will we tell her?”

You can’t remember falling, and now you can’t feel your legs,

the doctor sadly touches you, “You’re paralyzed, and the baby’s dead.”